it starts with a shoe.. my nike shoe.. went home and met jedi online, who's in the same time, waiting for that @#%$ of his. then, i anwered my mom with the wrong tone and the wrong words, which make her so upset. and now she doesnt want to talk to me anymore. fine!! thanks a lot!!! maybe i wont talk to her anymore.. i had enough with people upseting me with their 'need to be appriciated' ego. when they actually cant respect me back!! tired of making others happy by sacrificing myself. do they feel grateful? NO!! all they do is keep on judging me the wrong way, keep on telling me in indirect speech, that i'm not that good enough for them.. arghhhh

i've had enough with all of this!! so much for being nice and patience.